Heidi Hair//Worn Down (Like a Road)

Currently Listening: Worn Me Down, Rachael Yamagata

I went to get my hair trimmed today, and ended up getting a ‘real’ fringe. Meaning, it’s pretty blunt, nearly straight across my eyebrows. Kinda like Heidi Klum’s (left), but shorter.

I like that the new hair draws attention to my eyes, and I also love that I have a completely new ‘look’ – I’ve been sporting the same hairstyle for about a year now and it was getting boring. (Plus, it’s really fun to shake my head from side to side and feel my hair on my forehead.)

God, I feel like a man, caring about my hair so much…

…Is this the equivalent to a sports car for the middle-aged guy in a mid-life crisis?

Just had a long chat with my mother about what I should do career-wise. Every time we have a ’serious’ chat I always end up crying at some point and half the time I get defensive b/c she always implies that I’m either totally ungrateful or that I LIKE sitting around at home being a bum, neither of which is true.

Chats like that always wear
me
down.
Literally, I feel like all the energy I had was just sapped out of me and I don’t want to job hunt anymore. I don’t want to worry about my life and money and my career. I’d rather sleep, or get on the elliptical at the gym and just go at it and forget about everything.

What I would give to just sleep a dreamless sleep…sigh.

God I’m depressing.