So lately I’ve been busy focusing on the transition into a new job (and kicking butt at it!), and hadn’t really had any time for boys, really. Robby is moving back home on Tuesday (he keeps getting screwed over by ppl at work and is fed up) so I don’t know if I’ll even see him before he leaves. Although I am kind of sad, since I know I’ll probably never see him again, at the same time I’m relieved since it opens up my options without any complications. Easily done! (Complications meaning it’d be weird having to hide things from him if I’m seeing other people – not that he would care, really, but just out of tact, I guess, and also meaning I wouldn’t know whether I’d keep talking to him or what – either way, just awkward things all around if I started seeing other ppl and Robby was still here!)

In other news, I joined an online dating site, and I had two dates nearly set up, but both times the guys never planned in advance. I mean they set a date, but didn’t give me a time or place, even when I tried coming up with ideas. Is it really that hard to plan a date in advance? I mean, really! I don’t think I’m asking for too much!! For example, I was supposed to go on a date on Saturday night, but the guy never told me when/where until a couple hours before he wanted to meet! (I only got the msg like half an hour before, so didn’t have time anyway.) It’s so ridiculous. AND I even wrote in my profile that a date should be planned “in advance!”. Come ON, men! But, I have another date set up for next Friday and am trying to come up with places to go before I write the guy back. Now THAT is advanced planning, and I can appreciate that!

In OTHER news, I kinda hooked up with someone last night. He’s a friend of a friend that I met a few months ago, and it gets kinda complicated b/c the reason we met up yesterday was partly because we hadn’t seen each other in forever, but also because our leases are up at the same time and we were talking about finding a place together. Ugh. I’m so annoyed with myself! I like him, but I would have rather that we kept the lines clear – either friends, or something else. I can’t live with someone I’m dating! Especially since I plan on actively dating (meaning more than one person). AND I don’t know what we’re gonna do about the roommate situation now, nor do I know what he’s thinking.

I do know, however, that I really like him and I fully enjoyed cuddling (he’s a great cuddler! I feel like it just comes naturally for him. And I love it.), but I also just know that I can’t live with him if I’m gonna continue hooking up with him or if we actually start dating. And even if we never do anything again, I feel like the possibility would always be in the back of our minds, and that could also make for an awkward living situation. Argh!

Anyway. We’ll see what happens….!