So I haven’t heard from Clark, and I have a feeling that I won’t, at least not until he comes back to NYC. Frank, his friend, msged me online last night and I hadn’t heard from him since that night. His first message? “You are a drunk.” haha Nothing was said about what (nearly didn’t) happen between Clark and I, aside from one time when Frank just wrote “Clark” and then I said “Clark what?” “Clark.” Obviously, that was frustrating, so I was just like “What about Clark???” and he wrote, “Oh nothing. I haven’t seen him since that night” (I thought he was staying with him? Guess not…) Ugh.

But, Frank did say that “next time” we should all start out together sober and then get progressively drunker so that at least we’re all on the same level of drunk! haha (I’m just gonna keep my hopes up that “next time” includes with Clark…)

Sigh. So frustrating! And it’s not just because I want to sleep with him so badly, but because I actually want to date him. And if I want to date him, I have to follow my dating rules. Which include not contacting him if he doesn’t contact me. Must let the guy chase! If it was just Robby, I wouldn’t care as much since I’m not interested in dating him.

Speaking of Robby, I feel like I was kind of a bitch on the phone with him on Sunday night (not intentionally, but we honestly have nothing really to say to each other, and he was just saying things where I didn’t know how to react to, and I couldn’t eat my burger! haha), and he’d told me he was getting sick so I felt bad come Monday morning and just texted him to say that I hoped he was feeling better. …And he still hasn’t replied. To be honest, I kind of miss him, but I’m not gonna stress about it.

Great. So now I ended up totally single, and pining away for a guy in Texas who won’t even email me. Ah!