I know I’ve been really MIA for the past few months. Part of it is that I simply don’t have the time to sit down and think about what to blog about, part of it is that for a while nothing was really happening in my life that was worth blogging about, and now it’s because there are things I could potentially blog about, but I’m really wary about posting such private thoughts online, especially since a few of you know me in real life! (No offense. I mean, I’d probably tell you anyway, but it’s still…weird.) This is also why the last post sounds kinda weird – I have certain thoughts about RBB, but I’m not quite sure how to articulate them, and some of them I don’t know if I really want to air out, so the overall tone was just strange – at least to me!

Anyway, I’m gonna try to blog more regularly from now on because I have missed it.

I told my sister about RBB (let’s just call him Robby, shall we?) yesterday. She asked for a photo, so I sent her one from my iPhone that I took without his knowing the other morning. Her reply? “He looks scary!” haha. Kinda what I expected, since in the photo he’s shirtless and you can see all his tattoos and piercings – not quite the kind of guy she had ever envisioned for me, I’m sure. (Or that I envisioned for myself!) My parents would freak out if they knew about him, so I made her swear not to say anything. Haha But, I did tell her some funny things like the night we met, and that he’s sweet to me (except when he’s all worn out from work and was all cranky pants on me last night – just moody and quiet! Haha This morning when I left for work he was back to his usual self – he reached up to pull me down to him and give me a couple kisses, and then later when he left my apartment he texted “morning sunshine J” to me J – but I digress). 

We have a running joke now at work that he’s a killer, because on the weekend he met me when I had my break and then came back to the store with me. After he left, one of my coworkers, who’s about 5’5 and just one of those kids you KNOW was picked on in school (I call him the little brother I love to annoy – but out of love!) asked, “CC, who was that guy you were with? Does he kill people in his spare time?” and he had this smile on his face and it was so hilarious I just doubled over laughing, and he went on about how RBB must go around killing people or giving kids wedgies. When he was finally done, he looked at me and said, “Well, he’s got a lot of tattoos, anyway.” Which, of course, only made me laugh some more. So now at work we joke that whenever someone is annoying us, we’ll add him/her to the hit list for Robby. (Who, by the way, was just like “Do I really look that scary?” when I told him. Haha)

All of this just adds to my daily amusements, and although I know that there is nothing long term here, I enjoy it (the banter, his company, the jokes) immensely. (Or maybe because I know there’s no long term? Hmm…)

 

More stories later, I’m sure!