Last Sunday Jake Ryan and I got into a bit of an argument, where I unintentionally insulted him (he was way too defensive – I was only kidding around) and he actually insulted me. I called him back and I apologized, but he never did, and things have been weird ever since. I don’t hear from him again until Tuesday when he texts me, and when I call him to chat instead he half jokingly asks me to make it “snappy” because he’s busy watching tv and having dinner. I just said “FINE!” half petulently and then hung up. He texted me “You’re in a good mood ” and I just said back “Not my problem you’re an asshole!” and I don’t hear from him again.

I call him last night (Friday) but he doesn’t pick up, though he texts me to say he’s out and asks how I am. Literally. “Hi, I’m with coworkers. How are you?” It was so formal and weird. I just wrote back, “Good. Just wanted to chat. Having fun?” Then he just says he is and is gonna go to sleep soon and “Good night.”, ending our text convo just like that. And that’s the last time I heard anything from him, and he hasn’t tried making plans with me at all, which he did constantly at the beginning. I just don’t understand why he thinks he knows me well enough to just cut me out like that, to rather abruptly decide he isn’t interested! I wish he’d just talk to me, but he refuses.

I tried, but he isn’t giving an inch. I don’t know what went wrong or what I did. I’m still having a hard time wrapping my head around the complete 180. This is like Colin all over again, only on a smaller degree. It still makes me sad, but only because I was so happy and he was so sweet before, and life is just that much sweeter when a boy is being sweet, if you know what I mean! Well, what can I do? Nothing. At least I still have his prescription painkillers. (Ha.) What a disappointment.